.Today is a bad day:( for me... today which is sat, after my mum brought me to school to take report book then my mum brought me home again... At about 4.00 my mum gone out as i ask her i want to stay with her but no she just go out with my father. The think why i nv followed is because my father must to used motor to brought my mum so i could not go... While theres now i was crying as my bag has been lended to my papa a lot of time and now i cant find it any where and tomorrow is going to be my learning journey and if i could not manage to find my bag i could not go for my learning journey... And sometimes i really dont no my sis like me or not cuz i find that no 1 like me im very sad and this time i kept on sobbing as i cried cause i do not 1 any 1 worried of me. I was please to my sis ng li shi to brought me to watch the movie Shrek that i wanted to watch but she did not manage to bring me and watch Shrek. And at my heart was heart broken as last time she manage that she could bring me to anywhere but now i could not follow her and i felt that she is started to hate me very much. And actually childs is suppose to have love from their family but i this child did not deserve anything, im really very sad if im going to be just like a little bird who can only be in a cage that could not set free... im sad cuz i really want to be free and can go anywhere i wanted to go but u no that i could not... As i still not yet grown up... But i hate myself that nobody loves me because i did not behave well... and i made them upset. I hate myself and i promised i do not 1 to talk to my family anymore. CUZ I was very sad... should i be forever a lonely and sad little girl??? is to see wad the god wanted me to be deserving anythink...
